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I HAVE CANCER #Cancers #Feeling Elderly Expendable #Blind #Depression #Anxiety

I was just dx’d with cancer that I have been dealing with for at LEAST 10 years. I’m 75 this week. I left one GP for several reasons but including having ignored this specific complaint back in 2014. A Specialist I went to last year also dismissed it. In a not-so-comedy-of-paperwork-errors last week, it appears that I am unable to get the appointment I need this Friday with this area’s best Specialist, and must wait until August to be seen! Of course I’ll call every day if they tell me there’s no “waiting list” for cancellations. In just five weeks I’m finally hopefully to be ruled on Parkinson’s Disease. I have one surgery, 3 screenings, & a mid- spinal procedure to go thru before then. I keep up. But something’s wrong here. Something is VERY, VERY WRONG. And I am NOT ONE to keep quiet 🤐 when “wrongs” need to be “righted”. I am feeling very “expendable” because of my age…being elderly. Like if you’re “elderly”, you can be readily dismissed, kicked to the curb, you’ll be gone soon-enough anyway, you’re not worth wasting time on. Business is $$$. Get lost. Ignored. Discriminated against. THIS IS THE FINAL STRAW! My grandsons deserve their adoring “Mimi”, I have a full life, and this kick-a** mother knows how to be a mover & shaker till her last breath!! Watch me!!
P.S. This is the furLove of my life, hysterically funny cat “Salsa” who was just 1 yr old. Got her at 10 weeks, she’d been badly abused. She doesn’t “meow”, she only “chirps” & very high-pitched “trills”! And LOVES drinking running water from the tap where she plays like she’s a fish! Being a Ragdoll, she behaves as if she were a dog- is SO smart, loyal, loving 🥰… still shy about lap sitting, but never leaves my side and sleeps on the bed! She needs me to spoil and play with her! That’s one thing elders do well when they’re not trying to help educate this misguided world!

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New #BPD Diagnosis

My therapist retired. I want to beg her to come back. #coping skills leave me feeling intense mood swings. #Feeling my emotions leaves me thinking I could die from a #Broken heart. I want to escape from big feelings through #Selfharm and #Suicide . I think this is going to be a long and painful healing journey.

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Easily forgotten #MentalHealth #Feeling alone

I feel like people forget about me lot. i could be in a group of people and feel I don't exist .

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I just wanna scream

#scream is something that would feel #good right now... But will it #help ?? I have been #struggling a lot and it has not been the #best #Feeling ever. Tonight I went over my recent #Events of #Life and thought that perhaps I had fell behind somehow.

I am #Trying to see what is #True !

What can I do to feel better about this #Job life? (And trying to find something more meaningful).

Please #helpme

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Random Depression Pangs

Does anyone else get random pangs of depression? I’ll be doing something random or important or talking to someone. Just wham out of nowhere a feeling of sadness or depression type feeling will come over me for no reason at all. I’m pretty good at pushing it away but it still really sucks. I never know when it will hit and there’s no warning. #BipolarDepression #Depression #MentalHealth #PTSD #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #Trauma #ADHD #Feeling

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#Feeling blech and heart palpitations

Ugh, I’m headed to work now and I feel like I’ve been hit by a Mack truck. Keep me in 🙏, please!
#EhlersDanlosSyndrome

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Saying Hello!

I have been on the app for a while but haven’t posted in a while so I thought I would check in and say hello! How is everyone feeling today? #Schizophrenia #Feeling

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