I was speaking to my therapist the other day and I said I have always felt "other." Like I wasn't accepted or fit in. Like I wasn't the cool one. Wasn't worthy of love and belonging.

Today I find myself emotional and lonely. I don't trust a lot of people. I want to be that person I am looking for to trust, but if I am honest I have never been able to love myself.

I have done so much work and still I struggle. It is validating to read messages on here.

#Depression , #hospitalizations #Vertigo #Migraines #Loneliness