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Well it's been quite a journey on my path to getting help with the crazy stew (my brain). Seems like where ever I seek it it ends up taking much longer than I expected. (Months long wait to even get an appointment) Which is discouraging and I feel like the crazy stew is about to boil over... My husband and I were evicted during the holidays and we've been staying in a shelter for about 4 months now. There's almost 200+ other people here as well so, social anxiety be damned.... Really my anxiety (along with my bipolar disorder) ultimately just damned me instead... Most of them are nice, friendly folks but I just prefer to keep to myself (my husband is the social one). I've always been quiet, reserved, shy. Lately I've been wondering if that is why I'm battling the belief that everyone is against me.... I'm a little all over the place here, but since I'm still trying to get a doctor/therapist, (shaman even, or voodoo master will do at this point) but there isn't 1 in sight just yet, I came here. Thank you for taking the time and being here to listen to (read) about a few of my woes. I greatly appreciate you.#L

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#L will do it later is so me. I do this so bad and didn’t know why. I have gone 5 days and not showered, washed my hair or put clean clothes on. I mean take them off to sleep and put them back on the next morning. What can I do to change this!

#L foot still hunting but turning the corner after Dr removed CORN Wednesday. Got a chance to go to the river with oldest brother today. We watched real nature happening! Seagull was scoring food and many crows n other birds tried unsuccessfully to get food from the seagull , yeah!
Then we saw a huge fish jump out of the river n back in, in a flash!
Amazing sights.
He n I share common interest observing activity in and around the river from his car. Neither one of us is limber enough to get out and walk along water ridge!

#I just don't know anymore, I go to Dr tomorrow #L am so tired, of this fight. If it was just me I think I would go home. But I love them more now instead of gown home. So here I stay. My boo comes home from college tomorrow #She goes to Clemson that's right Clemson tigers #and she doesn't give a crap about that. She is studying to be a prenatal nurse/criminal Justice nurse. It is a new field. #She is looking into that, I told her when she left to go to college that when she was done she was going to be a force to be reckoned with. She's going to be a strong woman. And I Instilled in her two take care of herself first and yeah if she wants to find a person she loves, find them but she will always be able #to take care of herself #

#ChronicPain . I have post herpectic neuraglia from shingles. Its chronic and will never be cured. however, it I s not cancer, I t will never kill me, there r people who have much worse things than i have
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I’m going to have the surgery on october 30th and I don’t know what to expect please comment it is for my madelungs deformity #L éri–Weill dyschondrosteosis #Madelungsdeformity