Showerthoughts

I have a what could be considered unhealthy hate of statistics. It's not that I hate statistics, I actually enjoy them. I appreciate that we as a species want to understand or world and those like us. There will be days where all I read are statistics, but I hate them. I hate that regardless of what you do your entire existence can be summed up as an average. That really pisses me off. It's even worse because it's unavoidable. Death looms over is all just waiting to be the final statistic that takes us off the census. It's really really really frustrating. #Showerthoughts #PureO #ObsessiveCompulsiveAndRelatedDisorder #Anxiety

So, as one of my self-soothing techniques is to shower when my mind is spiraling. In the shower this evening, in the midst of a depressive episode, this poem/song stanza was created:

Do I still care/Or is it over/Do I run away/Or do I hide/Do I stay awake/Or sleep forever/Please help me now/I'm giving in.
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