I am truly depressed and unhappy with ways how I face my life. How dare I let myself get to this position? I overextended myself to degree of being Codependency to my friend and that strains our friendship. I stepped back and take look at myself and focus on myself. How heck do I start to heal myself? How can I stop myself from overstepping people’s boundary? how can I set my boundaries if I cannot stop overstepping other’s? All thoughts are overwhelming me and make me feel lowest piece of animal. My depression sprouted after I moved to Hotel and tried to keep up with postivity for nearly month before move into Airbnb. MY depression spirals out of control. The trigger unfolded me and my mental happened a week ago. I took myself out of that situation fast and focused on myself. My therapist is going to work on my codependency and set boundaries. I think that I has finally losing myself and mind within myself to the point where I am at loss to help myself. I am humble with yall with be survivors of depression, codependency, emotional abuse, and boundaries issues. All of you guys are strong and having the support system are very important....

My future is in questions since I have lot of things to work on. I think I might have to put everything on hold and focus on myself and my mental health for a year before I process on to discover my passions and maybe a love of my life....

Oh oye, how do we ge through this?

#Depression #Codependency #Anxiety #MentalHealth #Uncertainty #Stresses . #exhausted