I'm there again, have the pills in my car "just in case". It just SUCKS, plain ol' sucks.  Not eating, eat maybe once a day - but comfort food -- chocolate  is my go to, and there is plenty hidden in my room.
Can I go and talk to my old therapist (as of this past Tuesday). Can I tell him what I plan to do, let him know where my thinking pattern is? Or should I wait for next Thursday when the new one takes over? She knows my from squat, how can I let her know my deep feelings like this. I
need to feel comfortable and right now I am not. #confused #alone