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° " So I Started My 2 Day Night Shift... I Was Right All Along... And My G.M. Would Never Listen To Me... My 2 Night Experience Was So Much Fun And I Got To.. Train People At My Own Pace... And Clean The Restaurant At My Own Pace.. And I Have Met 1st Time Customer's From Belgium And England... And I Got Tipped... My Over All Mental Health Is On A New Level... No "STRESS" My Male Manager Make's His Shift's Teamwork Style And No Drama.. Which Is What I Really Enjoy... He Talked To My Main Boss To Swiftly Switch Me... She Finally Caved In... And Said Yes And That She Wouldn't Be Mad... Time Will Tell... But I Feel Alot Happier And Not Angry And Depressed.. Like I Was In The Morning's... Now I Get All My Co-worker's Telling Me That They Miss Me Etc... Which To Me Are Lie's And Fakeness.. I'm Not Looking Back.. They Need To Learn How To Run Thing's On Thier Own Without My Help... I Felt Taken Advantage Of On The Morning Shift Constantly... And My Kindness Was Overrun... Atleast My Night Shift Boss Respect's Me And Like's My Work Ethic... The D.M. Stopped By And Saw That I Was Working The Night Shift. She Still Consider's Me Her Favorite... My Time Is Now 12pm × 11pm.. " ° Sincerely, ☆▪︎▪︎☆Skaoi Kvitravn☆▪︎▪︎☆ #Thought 's

° " Sometime's People Are Lonely For Diffrent Reason's And Choice's... But Ever Since Being On Lockdown At The Beginning Of The Pandemic... Thought's And Feeling's Etc Human Interaction's... Have Definitely Changed... I Don't Like Being Alone... But After Being With Someone Since I Was 18.. Now I Like Being By Myself... Sure I Wished I Had Someone To Talk To... And To Come Home 2... But Then Again I See Alot Of People Daily Everyday At Work.. So It's Very Draining Of My Amount Of Energy... Plus Alot Of Diffrent Personalitie's That I Meet Everyday... So When I'm Alone I Zone Out... And Alot Of People Don't Seem To Understand Why I'm Alone All The Time... Human Interaction's Are Very Draining To Me Now... I'm Not In No Way Being Negative... I'm An INTROVERT... With Feeling's And Emotion's... And A Pure Big Heart And A Personality... That Nobody Will Never Get To See Or Experience... " ° #Thought 's Sincerely, ☆▪︎▪︎☆• Skaoi Kvitravn •☆▪︎▪︎☆

× " So Yesterday I Told My Boss That I Was Low On Table Number's... So I Had To Improvise At The Mean Time.. And I Told My Co-worker's... To View The Number's On The Paper... Or Call Out The Number... But No They Didn't Want To Bother With It... And Threw Hissy Fit's At My Boss... That I'm Frustrating To Work With And Annoying... Etc... Oh I'm Sorry That One Of Them Had To Play Server For The Whole Day... People Are So Lazy Especially This Younger Generation... So I Told My Boss Straight Up... That I No Longer Want To Work The Morning Shift.. Since All Of These Women Like To Constantly Complain About Me Negatively Non Stop... She Won't Let Me Move.. She Would Give Me One Day A Night And The Rest Morning... My Male Boss Is Trying To Convince Her... To Let Me Work On The Night Shift... Let's See What Happen's.. Tbh I Cannot Work With Other Women... I Perfer Mixed Balanced Men And Women... Not An All Women Shift... It's Too Much You Know What I Mean... Gossip Drama... I Alway's Stay Away From It... But It Has Gotten So Bad That My Customer's Are Noticing... How The Morning Shift Proform's.... And I Like Working The Night Shift Better Because My Anxiety And Stress Are Low... And I Get To Do Diffrent Thing's... Not The Same Rotation... She Will Never Give Me A Night Shift I'm Too Much Of An Asset I Guess And She Doesn't Want Personally Train People That's My Job.. But It's Actually The Manager's Job Im Just So Over This And Too Stressed Out " × #Thought 's Sincerely, ☆☆ ▪︎ Skaoi Kvitravn ▪︎ ☆☆

° " So For The Passed Few Month's I Have Been Feeling Like An Outcast On My Morning Shift... I Have No Desire To Be Waking Up In The Morning's. Because I Dread The Anxiety Prone Shift's That My Bosse's Like Running... For No Dumb Reason... I Have Worked Night Shift... And I Feel Better Without Dealing With Anyone... I'm Going To Ask If I Can Be Switched... To Night Shift. But I Know My Female G.M. She's Going To Say NO. I Have Lost The Motivation To Be Dealing With Alot Of Crap. And I'm Still Getting Talked Bad About... That I Never Do My Job Right Or Well Constantly... And It's Draining... Yesterday I Burned The Steak And Chicken... Well One Of My Male Bosse's Thought It Was A Good Idea To Put Me On The Grill... Idk Anything About Running The Meat Station. Only Boring Patio....Cashiering...Line. " • Sincerely,☆▪︎▪︎☆ S.K. ☆▪︎▪︎☆ #Thought 's

× " A Customer Came Into The Restaurant To Eat With Her Husband... Note: People Seem To For Get That We Are In An Inflation Era... So This Lady Kept Asking Me Why Was A Ripping Her Off. I Wasn't The Cabana Sampler Is Priced At $10.99 Now. Back Then The Price Used To Be $9.89... The Whole Menu Has Fully Changed And Price's Are Expensive Now. So She Cussed Me Out And Threw The Plastic Cup's That I Gave Her For Water.. And Demanded That I Give Her The 20oz Cup's That Go With The Meal.... And Then She Yelled At My Male Manager.. And Said That We Both Gave Her Bad Service.. And Was Definitely Calling Corprate To Complain About The Price's... It's Not The Restaurant's Fault That The Company Doesn't Update Thier Wall Menu's... I Have Never Experienced This Type Of Behavior... It Has Affected My PTSD For Sure... I Came Home In Tear's That's The 1st Time Someone Has Thrown Something At Me. I Get Verbally Abused And Now This.. I Don't Deserve This... Humanity Need's To Change... And The Self Entitledmented Additdude's Need's To Change... " × #Thought 's Sincerely, ☆☆☆☆ S. K. ☆☆☆☆

° " So At Work On Saturday I Got Yelled At For A Good 15 Minute's By A Random Customer Because The Meat Price's Are Expensive.. And He Kept Yelling At Me That He Only Wanted Meat... Nothing Else. We Do Have Steak Fatitja Meat By Itself But It Come's With 6 Tortilla's And He Just Wasn't Happy... So I Had To Walk Away And I Told My Bosse's About It. I Had An Extremely Bad Day... But In The End I Alway's Let My Emotion's Get The Best Of Me... And Idk How To Change It.. I Try To Be Happy And Excited But The People Around Me Make Me Feel Less Than... They Alway's Complain That I Get Too Many Day's Off... Well I Put In The Hour's Sorry. Even Though I Struggle With My Disabilitie's... I Can Never Seem To Be Happy... And People Are Alway's Assuming That I'm Mad All The Time... When I Try To Meet People They Alway's Assume That I'm Angry All The Time... I'm In Chronic Pain... And People Think Automatically That I'm A Massive. B***h And Miserable... I'm Not Take The Time To Get To Know Who I'am Before Assuming The Worst Out Of Me... " ° #Thought 's Sincerely, ☆☆▪︎S.K.▪︎☆☆

× " People Will Sometime's Cross A Path... And Then In Trying To Get To Know Them. That Start To Become A Very Bad Influence On You. I Was Slowly Becoming A Drinker Myself. Good Thing Is That My Anger Issue's Were A Huge Warning Sign... And I Wanted To Get Back To The Chick That I Was Before. The Kind One.. Not The Mean Person That I Was Morphing Into. So I Needed To Change It Before Thing's Got Worse. I'm Back To Myself And My Heart Doesn't Feel Heavey And Dark... My Spririt Is Free Again... " × Sincerely, ☆S.K.☆ #Thought 's

× " So I Have Been Working Alot... Lately 36.50 Hour's This Week.. And I'm Also Being Overworked... My Boss Called Me On My Scheduled Day Off To Come Into Work... Like Thier Are Other People U Can Call. Why Is It Alway's Me?? I Did One Favor I Woke Up At 4:30 A.M. For Her. And Now She Think's That She Call On Me Whenever. I Want A Private Life Outside Of My Worklife.. But I Can't Seem To Get It. I'm Compelling Intrusive Thought's... Constantly And I'm Just In A State Of Full Blown Crying And Saddness. Because Of My Stress. She's Definitely Going To Call Again Tomorrow Like I Work Fri Leave Me Alone. " ° Sincerely, ☆☆☆• S.K.• ☆☆☆ #Thought 's

× " To Be Fully Honest I Would Rather Stay Single... People Have Too Many Demand's And Expectation's... This Is 2024.. Right... Nobody Deserve's Me Anyway's... Too Bad.. Like Idk Why People Act Super Nice And Them Boom.. They Run Away.... From Realtionship's And Commintment.. I Don't Want None.. Just A Partnership.. But They Become Immature And Unable To Fully Heal. From Whatever They Are Going Through... And The Dumb Dating Trend's That Are Happening Right Now Are.. Destroying The Realtionship Status... Of Being Able To Create And Honest Meaningful Lasting Relationship's. With People."× Sincerely, ~ Skaoi Kvitravn #Thought 's

♡ " Today Is My Son's Birthday.... And I Have Been Trying To Keep Everything Unkown At Work. But My Boss Read My Face.. I Have Been Crying My Eye's Out All Day And Not Very Engaging With Anyone... I'm At Home Now... In My Safe Sanctuary.. My Boy Would Have Turned 23 Today... " × Sincerely, ~¤SKAOI KVITRAVN # Thought's