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My social security disability hearing is tomorrow. I applied in 2015.Some serious hopelessness is creeping in.I'm crying in the bathroom bc embarrasse

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Stopping intrusive thoughts

I'm trying doing makeup to keep my mind focused on that and not in the intrusive thoughts. At least I have a pause with this #HarmOCD #SuicideOCD

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Let me tell ya a story

Hi! I’m so happy to be a contributing writer on the Mighty! I’ve quietly enjoyed this platform for years and now I feel it’s time for me to give back. As with many people, the last few years have been difficult for me. So many terrible nightmares to note, I wouldn’t know where to start... I will say that I am a 42 year old woman well versed in #mental health, #SuicidePrevention , #Depression #Anxiety , #SuicideOCD #Addiction so that is likely what the bulk of my writing will be about. Thank you for reading.

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I am an empty shell

I just want to end my life. I feel empty. Nobody loves me. Nobody cares for me. Nobody thinks my feelings are valid. I’m not important enough. I’m not pretty enough. I’m not good enough. I am a nobody.

#SuicidalThoughts #SuicideOCD

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My mother’s departure date 9/18/19

My mother suffers from terminal illness and is taking a cocktail of medication to end her life on September 18th. That’s three Wednesday’s from now. I still can’t wrap my head around it. My siblings and I will be with her when she passes. I can’t stop crying - and then I can’t cry when I want to. My feelings are all screwed up I can’t catch my breath I just want this to be over - waiting is killing me. Anybody have any advice? Or thoughts to share? I could really use a friend.
#Depression #BipolarDisorder #SuicideOCD #Anxiety

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#CheckInWithMe I don’t know how to survive anymore.

So my mom said that I should kill myself. She said that she wouldn’t care. She said that it’s my life. And I’m tired of my life. No one cares, literally no one. I even want a dog so that I can live for something but I’m running out of options because my mom doesn’t want me to have a dog or go to therapy or hang out with people that could be my friends. She believes, that I am fine but I should kill myself. #Depression #SuicidalOCD #HarmOCD #SuicideOCD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Anxiety #Suicide

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