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Can’t Go On #MentalHealth #Depression #SuicidalThoughts

I don’t think I can carry on anymore. My days are good, but my evenings are indescribably horrible. This time of year is hard for me normally, but it’s worse than usual with everything else going on.

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Another Rosie pic for your Monday! Because everyone deserves a Rosie pic to start their day 😉 See how she sticks her whole nose in the rose? Lol

I would feel the same way....except on the days when she wakes me up with her grumbles about my sleeping late 😂 and yes they literally sound like a tiny frustrated person is trying to politely grumble someone awake 🤣

She is a Very talkative pup! Her sassy grunts of unhappiness if we don't pay her as much attention as she wants are the funniest things!

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At the beginning of this weekend I'd fallen into an abyss and was feeling very down and wretched about past mistakes and losses. I'd made no plans for the weekend at all and was likely to be alone the whole time. But as I sat in bed on Saturday morning, I then got my notes app up on my phone and started to list the little jobs around my flat that I was pissed off I hadn't done. I had a shower, metaphorically washing away the negativity, I made an arrangement to meet a dear friend on the Sunday and by the end of the weekend I'd ticked off all but two little jobs on my list. I felt I'd accomplished great things and got myself into a much better frame of mind. I even put some stuff on Vinted and managed to sell some of it🎉 So having fallen down into a pit, which can & does creep up on me, I managed to climb out of it quite quickly this time. So today I feel good which I will take with two hands as the suicidal thoughts had started taking hold☹️

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I am tired.. Tired of everything.. I am really very very tired. I have no energy. I am running out of all my strengths and energy. Believe me I can't even get up from my bed. I don’t even have that energy. I am tired of convincing myself to go on, finding positivity and all.. The people around me are just making it worst. Two days back, I had a work on my College and had to face so many humiliating things from my teacher because I didn’t do really well in my exams. There were others too having worse result than me but i became the target. That was so offensive that it made me traumatised. I wanted to commit suicide and die. I wanted to leave everything. I felt like all the hopes and positivity that i built up inside myself just got destroyed in a second.. I wanted to give up so badly. Now, how i am supposed to tell him how much hardships i have gone through to even attend the exam.. How much i struggled.. Dealing with major depression and all.. Insulting a depressed person like me is like killing someone who is already dead. My situation got worst that day. I cried badly for an hour in my college.. It was so bad that i can't even tell. Somehow, i tried to come out from that. But, depression is coming back again. My situation is getting worse. I am in a crisis state. Yesterday night, it became so bad that i was having breathing problems. I am unable to contract my psychiatrist.. I have my appointment after two weeks. And, i don’t know what to do.. Everything is getting out of control.. Random suicidal thoughts are haunting me.. I can't.. #Depression #MentalHealth #Anxiety #SuicidalThoughts

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Deep breaths 💖

Take a moment and think of how you would treat your best friend on their worst day.

Now treat yourself like that 💕💕💕

You Are Worth Time and Care! You Are Worthy of help! You deserve contentment and joy! Happiness is for you!!

Please take care of yourself ❤️
You know your struggles and troubles best- you also know your favorite things in life 😉
Plan some good things you can look forward to each day, each week, and each month.

Looking forward to life and living is easier when you are excited for something good you know is in the future.

Gentle hugs ✨️ You are Mightier than you realize!

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