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Save me from my reality

Using my artistic imagination to express my gratitude for surviving a lifetime of trauma #SaveMe #Reality #Trauma #SuicideSurvivor #MentalHealth #myownprison

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I don’t know what I’m feeling. The medication is obviously working to an extent. But then I get these moments where it all goes. Im back in the same dark pit hole at the point where I want to end my life.

I just can’t do it anymore. The lockdown is so hard. Its not helping. And I don’t see use getting out anytime soon cause theres over like 400 cases daily!

Today I even walked to somewhere where I could end it. To see if it was high enough. But I didn’t do it today because my mum was close by, but she doesn’t know. She thinks Im happy, cause I mean thats what I look like on the outside.

I just don’t know how much longer I can do this for.

#Suicide #Depression #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #SaveMe #MentalHealth #CheckInWithMe

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I’ve fucked a healthy relationship

So I’ve fucked another healthy relationship. I’ve acted in a way I don’t even understand and he can’t hack it anymore. He can’t do it anymore. He’s blocked me . I guess it’s done. Trying my hardest not to let the crazy out #BPD #FearOfAbandonment #Life #selfsabotage #issues #SaveMe #ijustwantanormallife

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Cancer

With everything happening i just found out yesterday that my sister inlaw has HIV and I've been running 🏃‍♂️ to raise money for my treatment to stay Alive for my kind I haven't eaten for 2days but I'm just so happy @joebiden won but I'm emotionally drained #SaveMe #Cancer #Depression #money #FamilyAndFriends

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Having meltdown please help anxiety cage sleep accidentally ate hummus from fridge before o saw the date on it was august 2020 now I’m nauseous and

I’m freaking out stomach nausea from eating old hummus ok had croutons and 3 vegi crackers to settle stomach am I ok from eating the old hummus my worries are there and I can’t ca myself down enough to sleep will I be ok or do u die from accidentally eating hummus from late aug I can’t sleep and am scared bc of nausea #PTSD #Selfcare #CPTSD #CPTSDinrelationships #CheckInWithMe #checkinginwithme #Upallnight #Chatspace #Hugs #Friends #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #bpdawareness #BPDDiagnosis #CPTSDinrelationships #help #BipolarDisorder #Disability #Chat #PinchedNerve #PTSDSupportAndRecovery #PTSDawareness #Fibromyaliga #Fibromyalgia #MyalgicEncephalomyelitis #PolycysticOvarySyndrome #Aspergers #AspergersSyndrome #Spoonie #SpoonieProblems #Spoonies #Aspie #Art #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #GastroesophagealRefluxDisease #HashimotosThyroiditis #HypothyroidismUnderactiveThyroidDisease #MightyQuestions #TheMightyTakeaway #MightyTogether #MightyMusic #mightymen #mightywarriors #mightywriters #MightyMoms #MightyMail #mightytoghter #DBT #DatingWithAChronicIllness #ChronicIllness #ChronicPain #Dating #Depression #datingdisabilities #Disabililty #disablity #checkinonme #Walking #52SmallThings #30Days30Stories #30daysofteal #Healthy #SaveMe #Company

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Weaning off #Lexapro #Escitalopram

I've taken it everyday since I was 16. I recently turned 20. They are weaning me off and putting me on #cymbalta because of possible #Fibromyalgia the cymbalta helps the pain but I feel like I'm going #Crazy I'm overly #sad and #angry #frustrated I'm only down from 20mg to 10mg in 3 weeks. I'm a mess. I work in customer service so this is absolutely not okay. I need #help idk if anyone out there can help me. I've called my #Psychiatrist but I know he is not in today. I'm not a danger to myself or others. I just know and have experienced #nervousbreakdown before, and thatthat's where I'm heading fast. I'm not okay. I go to the #Rheumatologist in 2 weeks. I will ask for better therapist there, one who specializes in #ChronicIllness perhaps. Does anyone have any info on this? Can anyone shed light onto what's happening to me? #BipolarDisorder #Support #Depression #anger #MentalHealth #ChronicPain #SaveMe

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I need help #helpme #SaveMe

I can’t take my life anymore. Every time something good happens I’m reminded of my bad past and I keep reliving it. I can’t take it anymore my past is too hard to keep going through over and over again.
Do you ever wish you could like have a different past like you could be a different person or save yourself?
Do you wish you could go and talk to yourself before you let that life crushing moment happen to you?
My life got crushed and I don’t know how to cope so what do you even try to do
I don’t know anymore
I don’t know what to say or who to say it to because I’m too overwhelmed by this crushing feeling every time I relive this time in my life
Why can’t it get better?
Does it get better?
Or does it just stay like this forever?

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I need help #SaveMeFromMe

I don’t know what is going on
I just keep crying and crying and I don’t know why
I need to be saved from myself and I just feeling like hiding away and never coming out and I still have to go to all my classes everyday and it just makes me feel so alone #help #lonely #alone #SaveMe

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